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Make them wonder why you're still smiling


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Those family arguments, etching away at my sanity. Further pushing me into the lonely darkness that has become my hiding place. Except I can't hide. I've tried hiding, but that ends worse. I try sitting there listening to what my family thinks I feel. They're wrong. They have no idea. And I have no control. It gets worse, suddenly it's all my fault. I sit there and listen. The significance of words. Sometimes I break down. Sometimes it's not me. Sometimes it’s my 9 year old brother. But what can I do to stop them? I end up getting hurt both physically and mentally. Nothing I can do. I can't even hide. And then I want someone to talk to. I need someone who'll understand. But there’s nobody I can turn to who will fully understand.
You see, nobody gets me, or my family. I guess we're just twisted because of one stupid man who ruined all our lives. The man who's supposed to be our dad.
He's lucky. He's able to hide away from it all.