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I get so disappointed sometimes. I guess most of that is my fault. I expect too much from you as my father. When something doesn’t happen, I get really upset and relesae my anger on the people around me because you’re not there for me to moan at. Not like it would make a difference, whenever you're with me, you act like my best friend. You’re all I can think about right now and it’s so unhealthy. I try so hard not to care, but I can’t help it. It’s so unfair how you have taken over this part of me that I can’t control. This part is so strong that it's blocking out every other sense I have. You always have an valid excuse for everything, an excuse I always consider. I don’t even have that hold over you. I guess im just deeper into this than you are. And it’s so unfair. Shouldn’t I have a right to care though? Shouldn’t I have the right to be disappointed? I should right? I guess I shouldn’t.
But as always, my true thoughts are left unheard by you.